Where can I find it?

After a weekend with the Sufis and camels, I can't help but think about how much work I have...and how reluctant I am to do it. Not because of the subject...but because of the feeling she gives me. I think sometimes you have to find that place...that gives you peace...makes you at ease. Why is it so hard to find? It's covered by the earth...what you want to say but can't, what you need to say but won't. After class today, she brought my ten down to a one. How could I have managed to let her low bring down my high. I have to find peace of mind...Lauryn sing it to me.